Still no word from PGN :-( I was really hoping we would be out by now. They said sometime between Monday and Wednesday we should hear something, until then I am on pins and needles waiting for the OUT or ugh I don't even wanna say it....another KO :-( My mom is leaving tomorrow after being here for a week and I think Kirsten wanted to go with her (see the pictures below) but it has been fun and now I will be all alone again until Ruthanne gets her butt here to pick up her little cutie Andrew hopefully in the next few weeks. We have decided since we will still be here for Kirsten's 1st birthday that we will order a big cake and let all the adoptive families here at the hotel help us celebrate and eat some cake! I am very sad and would never have thought our daughter referred at 3 weeks old would never be home for her first birthday.....it's very depressing and enraging but we have scheduled her party at home for Sept. 29th so hopefully we will be home by then.

Kirsten has made big strides in the last few weeks. She walks carefully with one hand held now and if you hold both hands she trys to run. It crazy to me she could learn so fast as she didn't even crawl for the first time until we came in June and now she is completely on the go! I will attach a few pictures from the last few days.

*Very seriously watching tv*

*She losing her baby look :-(*

*New toy from grandma and grandpa vinny*

*Her other new toy from grandma and grandpa vinny*

*Open the suticase I wanna go home*

*PGN man Mr.Barrios let me OUT I really really wanna go home!!!!!*

*Giving up*

*My mom and Kirsten*

-Diana

I came across this on someones blog and it really brings to light the situation in Guatemala and how much of a chance these children being adopted from there stand to gain from their new lives in the US.

The United Nations estimates that 80% of the Guatemalan population today lives in poverty (measured as a daily income of $2 USD or less) and half of those, 40% of the total population, live in extreme poverty (measured as a daily income of $1 USD or less). Medical care is inadequate. About 25% of children die before they reach the age of five and malnutrition affects 50% of children. Education statistics are similarly poor. About 48% of the population is illiterate. Unemployment and underemployment stand at a startling 60%.

It is very sad to read these kind of statistics and to think that adoptions from Guatemala may stop December 31st :-( All these crooked lawyers and people have just ruined it and it's the children who are going to pay. I have seen and heard a lot since I have been down here, a lot that I just never believed really happened....paying pregnant woman to give up their children just so they can survive another couple months, the bribery of government officals to speed cases up, the blackmailing of people, holding children hostage for more money, the crimes against woman and those trying to give these children a chance at a good life...all of it just makes me sick to my stomach :-( All of these things I don't know if or how I will describe to my child when she is older. It will be a lot harder to paint that pretty picture knowing all of these things really do happen.

Be happy that we do live in the US where we are given a starting chance at life from the moment we are born.

-Diana

We are on the directors desk!!!!!! According to PGN we should be out sometime next week!!!!!! We are so close I can taste it haha! We will celebrate with more pictures LOL

*Kirsten and her future hubby Jesse*

*She really loves this crab raft*

*the next morning, still loving the crab raft*

Please pray that the director is nice to us and signs our file out!!!!!!

-Diana

Well it's been a few days since I have updated. Kirsten and I have been enjoying the company of Tom, his mom and my mom starting this sunday. Tom's mom had a great visit and fell in love with Kirsten and everyday Kirsten is turning more and more into a daddys girl...I know Tom will have a hard time leaving on Monday. Kirsten has been sick the last few days but seems to be getting better slowly and it doesnt seem to bother her very much. From watching the pgn out dates it look like we should be out of pgn next week!!! I am very excited to get out of pgn and have Kirsten's adoption finialized and to get back to our house in Florida. We took Kirsten in the pool here at the Marriott last weekend and I will post some pictures below.

*She is all over the place*

*Look no hands :-)*

*The view of the volcano from our room*

*Debbie(Tom's mom) and Kirsten*

*Splash, Splash*

*Loving the crab raft*

*Pool time with daddy*

-Diana

I actually did it. I cut Kirsten's mullet off!!!! She has always had this bottom part of the back that has been long but in the last month her hair has started filling in and growing underneath it and it just looked really bad so tonight I finally got up the guts to cut it off! She looks bald to me now :-( but at least the back will all grow in all together now. I will attach a before and after picture.



Before:



After:

I know I'm gonna regret cutting it tomorrow....oh well! Onto some other news, Tom is bring his mom with him to come see Kirsten on Friday. This will be the first time his mom has ever seen her so it should be fun :-)

-Diana